“ The fastest way to your success is to invite in your own personal darkness, and make peace with it. Hold your sadness, anxiety and dark sides and nourish it like a baby”

Excerpts from Divine Prescription for Life by Shahin Jedian

Knowing I was different with my OCD, anorexia and the voices that no one else seemed to hear made me feel isolated, disconnected. I took everything too seriously. I analysed things to death. I turned every word, and the intonation of every word over in my mind trying to decide exactly what it meant, whether there was a subtext or an implied criticism. I tried to recall the expressions on people’s faces, how those expressions changed, what they meant, whether what they said and the look on their faces matched and were therefore genuine or whether it was a sham, the kind word touched by irony or sarcasm, the smile that means pity. 
When people looked at me closely could they see the little girl in my head, being abused in those pornographic clips projected behind my eyes? 
That is what I would often be thinking and such thoughts ate away at the façade of self-confidence I was constantly raising and repairing. 


tags: abuse, alter-personalities, alters, anoretic, anorexia, anorexic, child-abuse, child-sex-abuse, depression, disconnected, dissociation, dissociative, dissociative-identity-disorder, headache, incest, internal-voices, mental-health, migraine, multiple-personality-disorder, porongraphic, self-confidence, sexual-abuse, survivor, trauma, voices

In our program I teach you how to really come to terms with pain and stress in the body. Many times when people come to the sessions with me they have already tried the medical approach, they've already been through trying to do yoga and natural remedies and herbs and breath works, so by the time they arrive in the program and we offer them this unique technique and a unique set of tools plus the sessions, there is such powerful breakthroughs thst I find us getting amazing results.